"How Far is Heaven?"

"How Far is Heaven" is one of my favorite songs.  But really, how far is Heaven?  Is it here on earth?  I do know that we (the world) does not fear death like we did years ago.  I did some research about four years ago to find out what were the three top fears in the world.  At that time it was; public speaking, being auduted by the IRS and death.

As of 2012, death barely makes the top ten!  Is it because we are becoming more spiritual?  Is it because at times it feels like hell here on earth or have our priorites just changed.  I don't think most of us fear death as much as they fear the way they may die.

I'm not obsessed with this subject; I'm just trying to deal with missing my freind!  (LORD PLEASE HELP ME)!

God Never Changes!

I've always said that I am not afraid to die. However, upon going to the doctor a few weeks ago and learning that I have to take treatments for the rest of life or cancer will overtake my body; I cried for two days!




I got in my car and said to my friend (who passed in May), "Drew, Save Me A Seat (in heaven)." However, on that third day which was a Wednesday, I woke up and laughed at myself! I said, "Self, stop being so silly! God is the same as he was yesterday. So, suck it in and keep it moving."



We all have a designated day to go to another level! What legacy will you leave on this level?

Why do we have to lose so much?

It hurts so BAD when you lose someone who you truly loves!  I lost one of my BEST friends a couple of months, May 6, 2012.  I felt like I couldn't breath for weeks!  It's still hard for me to look at picture without crying.

She and I so often spoke about "The other Side."  We always told each other, "If you go before I do, please do not grieve me to death."  It's been so very hard to do when everything, every song, every event in my life eith makes me want to reach for the phone or they remind me of her.